I'm having such a difficult time letting go of my abuser husband. He's a complete jerk, hasn't spoken to me in two weeks, and is the most difficult, mean person I've ever lived with. Yet leaving and ending our marriage is incredibly sad to me. I should be happy and celebrating I'll be free from his abuse, but I'm not.
He obviously has no respect for me, but somehow, in some stupid way, I keep hoping he'll call and say he's sorry for hurting me (never has once in our nine years together, so not sure why he would now), and that he wants to make things right and will do whatever it takes.
Wow. I am dreaming.
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